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030.4 Meishra d'sakina
030.4 Meishra d'sakina
Mar 1, 2026
1:04:25
para 7-8 Some of the ideas discussed: How can a finite person work toward a meainful relationship with The Infinite? Malchus as the kli has two jobs at once. It limits to create definition, and it creates a mechanism from revelation/giluy. The same kli that “contains” becomes the very channel that reveals. Malchus d’kedusha is pure hisbatlus. Like the moon to the sun, it adds nothing of its own, it only reflects the source. Introducing anything from itself creates a distortion and detracts from its mission, to be megaleh and bring Hashem into the world, kvyachol. When resources become ends in themselves, the kli breaks. Taavas mamon (money being representative of a resource) turns “means” into “ends,” and what should be an engine of giluy becomes distortion and galus. By treating wisdoms and other avenues for connection Hashem gives us as independent, the greatest opportunity for revelation becomes the greatest concealment and pirud. Galus of malchus is framed as falling into the arba malchiyos. The same “pieces” exist, but now they serve a foreign center of gravity instead of reflecting upward to Ratzon Hashem. The path back is chesed as tochacha. Not harshness, but clarifying separation, “lehavdel,” cutting malchus free from the pull of the sitra achra and restoring it to malchus d’kedusha. A sharp practical lens. Do not confuse the delivery with the message. Sometimes tochacha arrives with bizayon. The tzadik feels the tzaar of the generation (think about pain of chisaron felt at the level of the CEO responsible for the mission as opposed to the individual who introduced the fialure into the system; or a parent watching a childs failed potential rather than the child himself), and the pain colors the tone, even when the content is true and necessary.
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1.1 Torah 1: Ashrei Pt 1 of 2
1.1 Torah 1: Ashrei Pt 1 of 2
Dec 19, 2021
33:00
Please join us as we enter into the universe of Likutei Moharan. Many of the concepts are new to us and will be introduced and developed as we continue on. Some questions will have to stay on the ‘back burner’ until they are clarified. Many questions will arise as we encounter similar ideas from different angles until a beautiful, unified structure comes into a view. This is sure to be a marathon, not a race, and super-rewarding! There very first Torah addresses how to position ourselves as to have our Tefillos accepted and begins discussing an idea relating to the interconnectedness of Torah and Tefillah. Lets begin! 1. Through Torah, our Tefillos will be accepted by virtue of the fact that ‘chen’ and ‘chashivus’ of klal yisroel will be elevated (and restored); in the current state, ‘chen’ and ‘chashivus’ is only to be found by the other nations; 2. To achieve ‘chen’ one must look towards the Divine intelligent design in every aspect of the world. As we adopt this outlook, our path will be “lit up” enabling us the thus becoming close to the Ribono Shel Olam (Master of the World) and avoid/overcome pitfalls. In this context we discussed ideas represented by: “Yaakov; Reishis; chochmoh; Shemesh; and the letter Ches. 3. Further, we discussed, that in order to relate to HKB”H and Chochma, we need to properly prepare ourselves as a kli (receptacle); Relating directly to Hashem’s ‘chochomo’ would otherwise overwhelm us. Our avodah, therefore relates to the developing ourselves as a receptacle represented by the letter “Nun” (as paired together with the letter “ches,” see above, creates a matzav of “chen”) such that our tefillos will be accepted. The bridge between our sechel and Chochmo that facilitates our connection with Hashem is: “emunah,” a bechina (same vein as) malchus (d’kedusah; see below),” and “levana” (moon) 4. Therefore, to develop and cultivate “chen” one must be totally ‘reflective’, i.e. understand that there is nothing independent/other than Hashem and divine wisdom; (We will discuss the ideal of Avodah Zara and ga’avah in later shiurim); This is idea of malchus “which has nothing of ‘its own’ correspondent to the Levana reflecting the Shemesh Thus “chen” is held by the other nations, when one does not see the world through this lens (attaching the Nun to the Ches); This finds expression if “esav” disgracing the “Bechora” corresponding to the sechel discussed above) This is the idea of “Malchus d’sitra achra” which corresponds to Malchus d’Kedusha. 5. Malchus d’kedusha and malchus d’sitra achra have a reciprocal relationship as finds expression in this world. Malchus d’kedusa is strengthened through learning Torah ‘bkoach and Tzaddikim who are mevatel their “self” towards cleaving to malchus d’kedusha.
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022.9 Chosam b'soch Chosam 9 of 10
022.9 Chosam b'soch Chosam 9 of 10
Jan 7, 2024
1:05:20
022.9 Chosam b'soch Chosam 9 of 10
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217-Perek 2 Mussar L’hiyos Odom
217-Perek 2 Mussar L’hiyos Odom
Nov 11, 2021
49:56
217-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 2 Mussar L’hiyos Odom
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218-Perek 3 Mussar Yesodos HaAvodah HaMussaris
218-Perek 3 Mussar Yesodos HaAvodah HaMussaris
Nov 18, 2021
55:24
218-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 3 Mussar Yesodos HaAvodah HaMussaris
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219-Perek 4 Mussar Maasim K’tanim
219-Perek 4 Mussar Maasim K’tanim
Nov 25, 2021
48:15
219-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 4 Mussar Maasim K’tanim
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220-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 1-2
220-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 1-2
Dec 2, 2021
58:24
Must Listen!
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R Moshe Rubin on Adon Olam (excerpt)
R Moshe Rubin on Adon Olam (excerpt)
Dec 2, 2021
16:48
December 2, 2021 (excerpted from shiur on Alei Shur vaad on Hislamdus)
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221-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 3-5
221-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 3-5
Dec 9, 2021
44:24
Ezehu chocho, ha’lomed m'kol adam. Cultivating a perspective of learning to be sensitive to positive behaviors in others and our surroundings Practically working towards not not being something you do, but integrating it into your personality and interface so that jt becomes oart of your personality.
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222-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 6-8
222-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 6-8
Dec 17, 2021
1:06:05
222-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 6-8
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223-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 1-2
223-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 1-2
Dec 30, 2021
59:22
Tuning into ones inner world rather than living a reactive life; Dei Machsoro and learning to empathize
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224-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 3-4
224-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 3-4
Jan 13, 2022
45:14
January 12, 2022
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225-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 5-6
225-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 5-6
Jan 27, 2022
53:21
—- feedback has been that this week was great ☺️——enjoy! Self knowledge; engaging ones Neshama and the activating chiyus/breaking routine; Bringing Shechina into the the world through maasim; hachnasas orchim;
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226-Perek 6 Mussar Chessed Vaad 7-9
226-Perek 6 Mussar Chessed Vaad 7-9
Feb 10, 2022
44:59
226-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 6 Mussar Chessed Vaad 7-9
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227-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 10-11
227-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 10-11
Feb 24, 2022
49:27
...fuller synopsis coming soon; discussion of creating a framework for self development light of ones tendencies, strengths, and weaknesses; understanding that different people are coming from a different place and being wary of judging others through ones own perspective; breeding sensitivity in avodah without breeding intolerance to others who may be working on something else; being dan l'kaf zechus; the shoresh of Lashon Horah
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228-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 12
228-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 12
Mar 10, 2022
58:46
Synopsis coming soon. Hadran alach Chessed Vaadim; Purim vort at the end, and please see the other purim shiurim as well. Thank you!
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229-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Intro and Vaad 1
229-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Intro and Vaad 1
Mar 24, 2022
51:09
synopsis coming soon...
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230-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Vaad 2-3
230-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Vaad 2-3
Mar 31, 2022
55:12
Vaad 2: Taking responsibility for reactions, and interactions with others. Tolerance and consistency Vaad 3: Must listen! Balancing being realistic (patience with self) in avodah with being unforgiving in approach to growth. Bli neder will try and put up a fuller synopsis.
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231-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 4-6
231-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 4-6
Apr 7, 2022
53:42
Fantastic! Patience and tolerance in: Vaad 4: specific issues of tolerance and patience in a family context; wife, children, other close relationships; Vaad 5: Learning how to respond: B'nachas; Vaad 6: Considerations in a position of being a mashpia/influence/educator etc.
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232-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 7-9
232-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 7-9
Apr 28, 2022
55:12
232-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 7-9
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233-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 1
233-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 1
May 5, 2022
45:20
233-Perek 8: Vaad 1
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234-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 2-4
234-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 2-4
May 12, 2022
46:55
234-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 2-4
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235-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 5-7
235-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 5-7
May 19, 2022
51:22
235-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 5-7
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236-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 8
236-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 8
May 26, 2022
29:59
236-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 8
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237-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9a
237-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9a
May 26, 2022
30:00
237-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9a
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238-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9b-10
238-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9b-10
Jun 2, 2022
43:14
238-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9b-10
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239-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 1-3
239-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 1-3
Jun 9, 2022
42:17
239-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 1-3
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240-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 4-7
240-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 4-7
Jun 16, 2022
40:30
240-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 4-7
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241-Perek 10 Taaveh:Vaad 1-4
241-Perek 10 Taaveh:Vaad 1-4
Jun 23, 2022
46:39
241-Perek 10 Taaveh:Vaad 1-4
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243-Perek 11 Daas Vaad 1-2
243-Perek 11 Daas Vaad 1-2
Jun 30, 2022
39:15
243-Perek 11 Daas Vaad 1-2
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243-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 3
243-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 3
Jul 7, 2022
35:29
243-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 3
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244-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 4
244-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 4
Jul 15, 2022
28:48
244-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 4
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245-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 1-2
245-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 1-2
Jul 21, 2022
52:23
245-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 1-2
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246-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 3-5
246-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 3-5
Jul 28, 2022
1:01:54
246-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 3-5
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247-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 1-3
247-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 1-3
Aug 4, 2022
50:32
247-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 1-3
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248-Perek 13 Machshava:Vaad 4
248-Perek 13 Machshava:Vaad 4
Oct 27, 2022
26:59
Welcome Back!!! Vaad 4 on Machshava as the nexus between Ruchnius and Gashmius; Relating to pleasure (eating); and honing the ability to focus... Have a fabulous night!!! MR
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249-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 5
249-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 5
Nov 3, 2022
24:15
249-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 5
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250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 6
250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 6
Nov 17, 2022
30:44
250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 6
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251-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 7
251-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 7
Nov 17, 2022
11:27
251-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 7
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252-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 8-9
252-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 8-9
Dec 1, 2022
38:06
250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 8-9
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253-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 10
253-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 10
Dec 8, 2022
24:52
253-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 10
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254-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad Conclusion
254-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad Conclusion
Dec 10, 2022
17:29
254-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad Conclusion
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322-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 22 Cheshchasa Shel Galus Yavan
322-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 22 Cheshchasa Shel Galus Yavan
Dec 18, 2022
57:43
(Alei Shur 2, Shaar 3, Perek 22)
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255-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Vaad 1
255-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Vaad 1
Dec 22, 2022
33:37
255-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 1
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256-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 2
256-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 2
Dec 29, 2022
30:24
256-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 2
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257-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 3
257-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 3
Jan 2, 2023
9:57
257-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 3
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258-Perek 15 Hisbonenus vaad 4-5
258-Perek 15 Hisbonenus vaad 4-5
Jan 6, 2023
31:41
258-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Vaad 4-5
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259-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Chapter 6-7
259-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Chapter 6-7
Jan 19, 2023
25:01
259-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Chapter 6-7
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260-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 8
260-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 8
Jan 22, 2023
27:24
260-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 8
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261-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Intro
261-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Intro
Jan 26, 2023
38:25
Excellent!!! If you are loving these and growing, please pay it forward and share the wealth - ltoeles! Have a fabulous day (would love to hear from you [email protected])
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262-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 1
262-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 1
Jan 29, 2023
14:54
262-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 1
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263-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 2-4
263-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 2-4
Feb 2, 2023
36:55
2 reasons why, despite the fact that Hakaras HaTov is intuitive on the most basic level, people steer towards being Kafui Tov: Vaad 2: entitlement Vaad 3: recognition of hakaras ha'tov creates an obligation and shift of a power dynamic --- Vaad 4: Hakaras HaTov is most challenging in the context of our closest relationships
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264-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 5-6
264-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 5-6
Feb 9, 2023
50:13
The "obligation" of Hakaras Ha'Tov; Hakaras HaTov as the foundation of avodah and k'fias haTov as the basis for kfirah The "midah" of Kakaras HaTov in the context of interpersonal relationships; in the context of one's relationship with Hashem
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265-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 7-8
265-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 7-8
Feb 16, 2023
22:39
265-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 7-8
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266-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad Intro
266-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad Intro
Feb 24, 2023
44:31
266-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad Intro
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267-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 1
267-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 1
Mar 2, 2023
52:51
267-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 1
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268-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 2
268-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 2
Mar 16, 2023
19:08
Role of the intellect and emotion re: emunah
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269-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3a
269-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3a
Mar 21, 2023
12:32
Emunas Chachamim part 1
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270-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3b
270-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3b
Apr 20, 2023
28:39
270-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3b
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271-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3c
271-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3c
Apr 27, 2023
30:22
Emunas Chachamim - part 3 Would love to hear from you if you are enjoying - [email protected]; please just reference alei shur in the subject!
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272-Perek 16 Emunah Chushis (Tangible Emunah) Vaad 4
272-Perek 16 Emunah Chushis (Tangible Emunah) Vaad 4
May 4, 2023
35:30
272-Perek 16 Emunah Chushis (Tangible Emunah) Vaad 4
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308:shaar 3 perek HaHachana L'Kabalas HaTorah
308:shaar 3 perek HaHachana L'Kabalas HaTorah
May 23, 2023
57:49
Hachana for shavuos
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309-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 9 Shavuos
309-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 9 Shavuos
May 24, 2023
59:49
Alei Shur - Shavuot - The Indispensability of Each Jew
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273-Perek 16 Emunah (Tangible): Vaad 5
273-Perek 16 Emunah (Tangible): Vaad 5
May 25, 2023
28:50
(With Shavuos tie in)
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274-Perek 16 Emunah (Living with Emunah) Vaad 6
274-Perek 16 Emunah (Living with Emunah) Vaad 6
Jun 8, 2023
31:59
274-Perek 16 Emunah (Living with Emunah) Vaad 6
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275-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7A
275-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7A
Jun 15, 2023
33:08
Significance of Emunah in Olam HaBoh in every day avodah: understanding the eternal quality of our thoughts, speech and deeds and why it is important.
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276-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7b
276-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7b
Jun 22, 2023
31:33
Excellent follow up of discussion from last week re: being a "ben olam haboh" and viewing this our role, thoughts, speech, actions, in this world in the context of a much 'larger' existence
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277-Perek 16 Emunah (Yemos HaMashiach Vaad 8
277-Perek 16 Emunah (Yemos HaMashiach Vaad 8
Jul 6, 2023
28:16
277-Perek 16 Emunah (Yemos HaMashiach Vaad 8
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278-Perek 16 Emunah (Techiyas HaMesim) Vaad 9
278-Perek 16 Emunah (Techiyas HaMesim) Vaad 9
Jul 21, 2023
30:07
279-Perek 16 Emunah (Techiyas HaMesim) Vaad 9
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279-Perek 16 Emunah (Summary): Vaad 10
279-Perek 16 Emunah (Summary): Vaad 10
Aug 3, 2023
32:31
...Bringing it all together
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280-Perek 17 Gaavah Intro and Vaad 1
280-Perek 17 Gaavah Intro and Vaad 1
Aug 17, 2023
41:21
Defining Gaaveh; balancing investment in growth and chashivus for accomplishment with arrogance...
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281-Perek 17 Gaavah 2-3
281-Perek 17 Gaavah 2-3
Oct 6, 2023
27:07
281-Perek 17 Gaavah Intro and Vaad 1
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022.1 Chosam b'soch Chosam 1 of
022.1 Chosam b'soch Chosam 1 of
Oct 15, 2023
59:57
Synopsis coming soon
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022.2 Chosam b'soch Chosam 2 of
022.2 Chosam b'soch Chosam 2 of
Oct 22, 2023
56:36
synopsis coming soon Paragraph mid 2 - 4
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282-Perek 17 Gaavah 4
282-Perek 17 Gaavah 4
Oct 25, 2023
19:05
282-Perek 17 Gaavah 4
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022.3 Chosam b'soch Chosam 3 of
022.3 Chosam b'soch Chosam 3 of
Oct 29, 2023
50:45
Para 5
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022.4 Chosam b'soch Chosam 4 of
022.4 Chosam b'soch Chosam 4 of
Nov 5, 2023
59:59
para 6-7
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022.5 Chosam b'soch Chosam 5 of
022.5 Chosam b'soch Chosam 5 of
Nov 12, 2023
1:06:17
Para 8-9 - This is Fire!!!!
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283-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin: Vaad 1-2
283-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin: Vaad 1-2
Nov 23, 2023
34:53
Berachos as a vehicle to change our relationship with the world.
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284-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin: Vaad 3-4
284-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin: Vaad 3-4
Dec 5, 2023
35:57
Excellent perspective on Beraachos: and a profound insight into the experience of eating, and pleasurable interactions, generally.
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285-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin Vaad 5
285-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin Vaad 5
Dec 7, 2023
30:14
285-Perek 18 Birchas HaNehenin/ Vaad 5
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022.7 Chosam b'soch Chosam 7 of
022.7 Chosam b'soch Chosam 7 of
Dec 24, 2023
57:58
022.7 Chosam b'soch Chosam 7 of
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286-Perek 19 Seder Vaad 1
286-Perek 19 Seder Vaad 1
Dec 28, 2023
36:58
Excellent! Seder (structure and organization as an expression of one's 'ratzon'; applying this to avodah; framework of accountability and accomplishment necessary for success and growth);
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029.1 Hai Gavra 1 of
029.1 Hai Gavra 1 of
Oct 26, 2025
58:17
Rebbe Nachman, in Likutei Moharan 29:1, redefines dibur not as the act of speaking, but as a form of connection—a spiritual structure that only exists when it carries tov. And tov can only flow through daas. Dibur that lacks daas is not called dibur at all. This shiur lays out a spiritual causal chain: when the kli (malchus) is misaligned or stained, the flow breaks. The result is not just personal blockage—it’s a cosmic pegam in the system of mashpia and mekabel. And yet, there is a path of repair: through shevach haTzaddik, dibur is elevated, daas is awakened, and the zivug above is restored. What was once dam niddah—a force of separation—can be reversed and redefined. Malchus reattaches to its source, and the system heals from the top down.
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030.2 Meishra d'sakina
030.2 Meishra d'sakina
Feb 1, 2026
28:29
030.2 Meishra d'sakina Para 4 and 5
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030.1 Meishra d'sakina
030.1 Meishra d'sakina
Jan 16, 2026
53:22
synopsis coming
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300 Psicha: Chinuch as Self Realization
300 Psicha: Chinuch as Self Realization
Dec 4, 2025
27:20
Lays out Foundation of Chinuch: Awakening the inner self; creating a lens to find the common denominator in all avodah. Approaching Torah and Mitzvos through a process of self realization rather than isolated activities.
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298-From Crushing the Yetzer to Transforming It. Musser and the Simcha of Avodah
298-From Crushing the Yetzer to Transforming It. Musser and the Simcha of Avodah
Dec 3, 2025
36:01
In this final VAD on simcha in Alishur. we explore Rav Yisroel Salanter’s three madregos in avodah. awakening emotion. conquering the yetzer. and finally transforming it. Instead of seeing Musser as fire and brimstone that leads to atzvus. the shiur reframes it as avodah that uncovers the root kochos of a person and redirects them toward kedusha. until the yetzer itself begins to thirst for avodas Hashem. We also clarify the difference between kvishas hayetzer and tikkun hayetzer. why simcha is both the starting point and the tachlis of avodah. and what it really means to be oseik baTorah in the middle of a full life.
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297-Simcha as Shlemus: The Fire of Torah and the Root of Joy
297-Simcha as Shlemus: The Fire of Torah and the Root of Joy
Nov 30, 2025
36:01
This shiur explores the depth of simcha not as emotion alone, but as a state of shlemus, where opposites join and a person becomes exactly who and where they are meant to be. We trace how this plays out in Torah itself: the harmony of Torah–Nevi’im–Kesuvim forming a single binyan, the meaning of the eish from Sinai, and why Chazal say the words of Torah themselves are b’simcha. At the center is a surprising and powerful idea from Chazal: the same inner force that becomes the yetzer hara can, when sweetened become the very energy of joy in learning. Through this, simcha emerges as a lived experience of hisachdus, where a person becomes truly connected to Torah and to HaShem.
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029.4 Hai Gavra 4 of 4
029.4 Hai Gavra 4 of 4
Nov 28, 2025
45:13
...paragraph 10 and appendix Completing our discussion of Tikkun HaKelali as an avenue for teshuva and restoration of our relationship with Hashem.
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296-Perek 20 Simcha 5: (Simcha as reaching beyond one's self, recognizing obligation, and connection with Tefillah)
296-Perek 20 Simcha 5: (Simcha as reaching beyond one's self, recognizing obligation, and connection with Tefillah)
Nov 27, 2025
23:56
What is the connection of connecting "geulah and tefillah"? This vaad discusses simcha as the ability to define oneself by attachment to something greater than self, and beyond limitation, effectively acquiring nitzchius even in ones present state by recognizing obligation and purpose and being mission driven.
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029.3 Hai Gavra 3 of 4
029.3 Hai Gavra 3 of 4
Nov 27, 2025
53:04
Continuing our discussion of Tikkun HaKelali as an avenue for teshuva and rectificatin, and restoration of our connection with Hashem.
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029.2 Hai Gavra 2 of
029.2 Hai Gavra 2 of
Nov 11, 2025
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This shiur explores the inner mechanics of teshuvah in Torah 29:2 (para 4-5) not as fragmented efforts of repentance, but as systemic repair through the structure of the sefiros, the power of speech, and Shmiras HaBris. Rav Nachman explains that aveiros disrupt the spiritual relationship between mashpia and mekabel - between Yesod and Malchus. Trying to fix each failure individually is not only overwhelming, it’s ultimately ineffective. Instead, we’re taught the concept of Tikkun Klali: a root-level realignment that restores order above and below. We examine how this root repair, through praising tzadikim, guarding the bris, and drawing down lavnunit (purity) from Chochmah, transforms disconnection (dam niddah) into nurturing flow. The result is more than personal healing—it reopens the channel for shefa and parnassah to enter the world. At its core, the shiur reveals a spiritual architecture for teshuvah that connects the mystical system to lived avodah.
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Darkness by Design: Understanding the Cycles of Growth and Gilui
Darkness by Design: Understanding the Cycles of Growth and Gilui
Oct 29, 2025
22:08
What if your darkness wasn’t a detour — but the design? In this shiur on Tzidkas HaTzaddik 11, we uncover Rav Tzadok’s foundational principle: choshech (darkness) doesn’t just come before or (light) — it makes the light possible. From the opening lines of creation to the inner cycles of your own avodah, the Torah reveals a pattern: absence before presence, void before revelation, klipah before pri. Rav Tzadok reframes how we encounter difficulty, delay, or silence — not as breakdowns, but as the exact conditions that allow something higher to emerge. We explore:Why the Torah begins with nightHow your own setbacks might be the first step of giluyAnd why Torah and Kodshim are the rare places where light comes first A shiur about beginnings, but even more — about how to begin again.
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295-Perek 20 Simcha 4: (The Joy of Torah and the Weight of Atzvus: Learning as Relationship)
295-Perek 20 Simcha 4: (The Joy of Torah and the Weight of Atzvus: Learning as Relationship)
Jul 17, 2025
31:22
What’s the real source of simcha in Torah—and why does it sometimes feel so hard to access? This vaad explores how Torah connects us directly to Hashem, reframes the experience of learning, and helps us move past the weight of spiritual sadness (atzvus) toward deeper joy and vitality. 1. Torah as Sha’ashuim→ Torah is Hashem’s delight—our way to connect to the Infinite. 2. Real Simcha in Learning→ Joy comes not from good sugyas alone, but from knowing what Torah is. 3. Depth Over Time→ Torah must grow with you—or it withers. Simcha depends on ongoing depth. 4. Atzvus vs. Merirus→ Not all sadness is holy. Learn the difference—and how to stay motivated. 5. The Avodah Is the Goal→ Torah isn’t a means to an end. Learning is the relationship. 6. Practical Anchoring→ Show up. Say birchas haTorah with purpose. Reframe the hard days. Stay in the process. [email protected]
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027.3 Retzitza (Shalom)
027.3 Retzitza (Shalom)
Jun 12, 2025
56:32
🎙️ Torah 27, Part 3 — Serving in One Voice, Crying with One HeartFinal World-Class Version for SpotifyIn this shiur, we continue uncovering Rav Nachman’s sweeping vision of redemption in Torah 27 — not merely as personal growth, but as global alignment through individual avodah.We explore what it means for each soul to cast aside falsehood and draw near to truth — not by becoming the same, but by fulfilling distinct roles within a divinely orchestrated system. Through vivid analogies from factory systems, marriage, and community, the shiur redefines shalom as purposeful interdependence grounded in emes. True peace, we learn, is not passive — it is coordinated harmony.One of the shiur’s most powerful emotional pivots centers on the difference between atzvus (paralyzing sadness) and merirus (constructive bitterness). While atzvus silences, merirus cries out — and in that cry, we find connection with Hashem.The shiur concludes with a stirring reflection on music as a vehicle for coming close to Hashem. For those interested in line with the idea of "music as a way to connect": Shoot me an email, been tangentially working a bit with a side music related project.
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007 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Which Kriyas Shema Are You Living? – Modes of Inner Avodah
007 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Which Kriyas Shema Are You Living? – Modes of Inner Avodah
Jun 24, 2025
26:19
In this deeply structured shiur on Tzidkas HaTzaddik, Os Zayin, we explore the four categories of zman Kriyas Shema—oni, bnei adam,, erev Shabbos (preparers), and kohanim—as stages of Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim. Rav Tzadok reveals how each archetype models a different mode of identity formation and submission to Hashem’s will.Some quotes: “The most rational thing to do, when I know I don’t have the capability to understand, is to trust the one who does.” “Different types of avodah are appropriate for different people—or even for the same person at different times.” "We can convince ourselves we’re ready—but if we’re not holding there, it’s not the avodah that will help us grow.” “Kabbalas Ohl is what defines our attachment to life.”
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028.1 Bani Lan Beisa
028.1 Bani Lan Beisa
Jul 9, 2025
50:44
In this powerful opening to Torah 28, we confront a piercing question: Not just what Torah are you learning—but from where? The shiur launches into a sweeping meditation on authentic Torah transmission and the distinction between lavush (outer garment) and essence—we learn that Torah only uplifts when drawn from its true source. The core warning? A Torah rooted externality without depth and attachment to the source can mislead both teacher and student. When Torah becomes a tool to flatter, entertain, or avoid discomfort, it loses its power to transform. And when we confuse charisma for kedusha, we risk following a voice disconnected from the makor ha’emes. Ultimately, the shiur invites us to ask: Are we aligned with the pipeline of truth, or just receiving echoes filtered through ego?
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028.2 Bani Lan Beisa 2 of 3
028.2 Bani Lan Beisa 2 of 3
Jul 13, 2025
55:57
In this shiur, we continue to explore the Torah transmission through a Tzaddik and opposition with Torah teachers lacking authenticity. We uncover how humility, emunah, chessed, and being in the service tzaddkim allow Torah to descend from the highest worlds into human experience. We explain the Tzaddik as a conduit that connects those in his charge with the ultimate truth. We contrast this with the those leaders lacking integrity and authenticity whose Torah is self-referential and disconnected from Truth. At the center of the shiur is a piercing message: 'Torah' that is disconnected from its source is not truly Torah at all!
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009 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: The Avodah of Showing Up
009 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: The Avodah of Showing Up
Jul 20, 2025
8:28
We explore Rav Tzadok’s striking assertion that failure to engage in mitzvos at the right time—when one is capable—is not neutral but an actual aveira. We delve into the deep connection between identity, purpose, and obligation, reframing chiyuv not as religious pressure but as existential design. Rav Tzadok draws on the statement of Chazal relating to one who does notwear tefillin—not merely as passive neglect, but as a redefinition of one’s values. At the heart of this shiur is a powerful insight: not showing up when called is not merely a missed opportunity—it’s a distortion of who you are meant to be.