Popular Shows by R' Moshe Rubin

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33.1 Mi Ha'Ish: From Fragmentation to Shleimus

Aug 27, 2026

50:37

Likutei Moharan 33.1. From Fragmentation to Shleimus How can רע exist in a world created by a Hashem Who is כולו טוב? We begin Torah 33 by developing a framework of top-down versus bottom-up. From the top down, everything emerges from אחדות. From the bottom up, we encounter a fragmented world of competing forces, different people, different middos, and apparent טוב ורע. Rabbeinu opens with the need to seek שלום. Not sameness, but שלימות. The ability to see how different pieces, even those that seem opposed, can find their proper place within one greater picture. This becomes the beginning of learning to find Hashem בין בטיבו בין בעקו, in the good and in what appears bad, and to discover the שכינה even within concealment.

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278-Perek 16 Emunah (Techiyas HaMesim) Vaad 9

Jul 21, 2023

30:07

279-Perek 16 Emunah (Techiyas HaMesim) Vaad 9

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212-Perek 12 Mussar Emtzai, V’loh Tachlis

Oct 15, 2021

35:19

212-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 12 Mussar Emtzai, V’loh Tachkis

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211-Perek 11 Yiush

Oct 15, 2021

25:46

211-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 11 Yiush

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213-Perek 13 Mussar Sikum M'haramas Hamichsholim

Oct 26, 2021

43:16

213-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 13 Mussar Sikum M'haramas Hamichsholim

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214-Perek 14 Mussar Hadracha Ketzara L'limud Mussar

Oct 26, 2021

17:38

This shiur was given on the same day as Perek 2.13 so it's shorter than usual

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215-Ma'areches HaAvodah HaMusaris Hakdomo

Oct 28, 2021

1:02:20

215-Alei Shur Sheni Ma'areches HaAvodah HaMusaris Hakdomo

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216-Perek 1 Mussar Lifnei Kol Avodah Mussaris

Nov 10, 2021

1:05:45

216-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 1 Mussar Lifnei Kol Avodah Mussaris

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217-Perek 2 Mussar L’hiyos Odom

Nov 11, 2021

49:56

217-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 2 Mussar L’hiyos Odom

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218-Perek 3 Mussar Yesodos HaAvodah HaMussaris

Nov 18, 2021

55:24

218-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 3 Mussar Yesodos HaAvodah HaMussaris

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219-Perek 4 Mussar Maasim K’tanim

Nov 25, 2021

48:15

219-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 4 Mussar Maasim K’tanim

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220-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 1-2

Dec 2, 2021

58:24

Must Listen!

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R Moshe Rubin on Adon Olam (excerpt)

Dec 2, 2021

16:48

December 2, 2021 (excerpted from shiur on Alei Shur vaad on Hislamdus)

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221-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 3-5

Dec 9, 2021

44:24

Ezehu chocho, ha’lomed m'kol adam. Cultivating a perspective of learning to be sensitive to positive behaviors in others and our surroundings Practically working towards not not being something you do, but integrating it into your personality and interface so that jt becomes oart of your personality.

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222-Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 6-8

Dec 17, 2021

1:06:05

222-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 5 Mussar Hislamdus; Including Vaad 6-8

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223-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 1-2

Dec 30, 2021

59:22

Tuning into ones inner world rather than living a reactive life; Dei Machsoro and learning to empathize

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224-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 3-4

Jan 13, 2022

45:14

January 12, 2022

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225-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 5-6

Jan 27, 2022

53:21

—- feedback has been that this week was great ☺️——enjoy! Self knowledge; engaging ones Neshama and the activating chiyus/breaking routine; Bringing Shechina into the the world through maasim; hachnasas orchim;

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226-Perek 6 Mussar Chessed Vaad 7-9

Feb 10, 2022

44:59

226-Alei Shur Sheni Perek 6 Mussar Chessed Vaad 7-9

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227-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 10-11

Feb 24, 2022

49:27

...fuller synopsis coming soon; discussion of creating a framework for self development light of ones tendencies, strengths, and weaknesses; understanding that different people are coming from a different place and being wary of judging others through ones own perspective; breeding sensitivity in avodah without breeding intolerance to others who may be working on something else; being dan l'kaf zechus; the shoresh of Lashon Horah

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228-Perek 6 Mussar: Chessed Vaad 12

Mar 10, 2022

58:46

Synopsis coming soon. Hadran alach Chessed Vaadim; Purim vort at the end, and please see the other purim shiurim as well. Thank you!

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229-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Intro and Vaad 1

Mar 24, 2022

51:09

synopsis coming soon...

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230-Perek 7: Kaas Savlanus Vaad 2-3

Mar 31, 2022

55:12

Vaad 2: Taking responsibility for reactions, and interactions with others. Tolerance and consistency Vaad 3: Must listen! Balancing being realistic (patience with self) in avodah with being unforgiving in approach to growth. Bli neder will try and put up a fuller synopsis.

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231-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 4-6

Apr 7, 2022

53:42

Fantastic! Patience and tolerance in: Vaad 4: specific issues of tolerance and patience in a family context; wife, children, other close relationships; Vaad 5: Learning how to respond: B'nachas; Vaad 6: Considerations in a position of being a mashpia/influence/educator etc.

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232-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 7-9

Apr 28, 2022

55:12

232-Perek 7 Kaas Savlanus Vaad 7-9

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233-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 1

May 5, 2022

45:20

233-Perek 8: Vaad 1

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234-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 2-4

May 12, 2022

46:55

234-Perek 8: Kavod Vaad 2-4

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235-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 5-7

May 19, 2022

51:22

235-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 5-7

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236-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 8

May 26, 2022

29:59

236-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 8

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237-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9a

May 26, 2022

30:00

237-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9a

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238-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9b-10

Jun 2, 2022

43:14

238-Perek 8 Kavod:Vaad 9b-10

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239-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 1-3

Jun 9, 2022

42:17

239-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 1-3

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240-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 4-7

Jun 16, 2022

40:30

240-Perek 9 Hakpada Vaad 4-7

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241-Perek 10 Taaveh:Vaad 1-4

Jun 23, 2022

46:39

241-Perek 10 Taaveh:Vaad 1-4

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243-Perek 11 Daas Vaad 1-2

Jun 30, 2022

39:15

243-Perek 11 Daas Vaad 1-2

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243-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 3

Jul 7, 2022

35:29

243-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 3

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244-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 4

Jul 15, 2022

28:48

244-Perek 11 Daas:Vaad 4

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245-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 1-2

Jul 21, 2022

52:23

245-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 1-2

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246-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 3-5

Jul 28, 2022

1:01:54

246-Perek 12 Zerizus Vaad 3-5

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247-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 1-3

Aug 4, 2022

50:32

247-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 1-3

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248-Perek 13 Machshava:Vaad 4

Oct 27, 2022

26:59

Welcome Back!!! Vaad 4 on Machshava as the nexus between Ruchnius and Gashmius; Relating to pleasure (eating); and honing the ability to focus... Have a fabulous night!!! MR

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249-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 5

Nov 3, 2022

24:15

249-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 5

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250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 6

Nov 17, 2022

30:44

250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 6

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251-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 7

Nov 17, 2022

11:27

251-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 7

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252-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 8-9

Dec 1, 2022

38:06

250-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 8-9

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253-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 10

Dec 8, 2022

24:52

253-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad 10

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254-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad Conclusion

Dec 10, 2022

17:29

254-Perek 13 Machshava Vaad Conclusion

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322-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 22 Cheshchasa Shel Galus Yavan

Dec 18, 2022

57:43

(Alei Shur 2, Shaar 3, Perek 22)

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255-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Vaad 1

Dec 22, 2022

33:37

255-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 1

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256-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 2

Dec 29, 2022

30:24

256-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 2

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257-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 3

Jan 2, 2023

9:57

257-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Vaad 3

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258-Perek 15 Hisbonenus vaad 4-5

Jan 6, 2023

31:41

258-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Vaad 4-5

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259-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Chapter 6-7

Jan 19, 2023

25:01

259-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Chapter 6-7

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260-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 8

Jan 22, 2023

27:24

260-Perek 15 Hisbonenus Intro and Chapter 8

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261-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Intro

Jan 26, 2023

38:25

Excellent!!! If you are loving these and growing, please pay it forward and share the wealth - ltoeles! Have a fabulous day (would love to hear from you [email protected])

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262-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 1

Jan 29, 2023

14:54

262-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 1

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263-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 2-4

Feb 2, 2023

36:55

2 reasons why, despite the fact that Hakaras HaTov is intuitive on the most basic level, people steer towards being Kafui Tov: Vaad 2: entitlement Vaad 3: recognition of hakaras ha'tov creates an obligation and shift of a power dynamic --- Vaad 4: Hakaras HaTov is most challenging in the context of our closest relationships

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264-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 5-6

Feb 9, 2023

50:13

The "obligation" of Hakaras Ha'Tov; Hakaras HaTov as the foundation of avodah and k'fias haTov as the basis for kfirah The "midah" of Kakaras HaTov in the context of interpersonal relationships; in the context of one's relationship with Hashem

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265-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 7-8

Feb 16, 2023

22:39

265-Perek 15 Hakaras HaTov Vaad 7-8

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266-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad Intro

Feb 24, 2023

44:31

266-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad Intro

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267-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 1

Mar 2, 2023

52:51

267-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 1

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268-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 2

Mar 16, 2023

19:08

Role of the intellect and emotion re: emunah

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269-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3a

Mar 21, 2023

12:32

Emunas Chachamim part 1

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270-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3b

Apr 20, 2023

28:39

270-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3b

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271-Perek 16 Emunah Vaad 3c

Apr 27, 2023

30:22

Emunas Chachamim - part 3 Would love to hear from you if you are enjoying - [email protected]; please just reference alei shur in the subject!

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272-Perek 16 Emunah Chushis (Tangible Emunah) Vaad 4

May 4, 2023

35:30

272-Perek 16 Emunah Chushis (Tangible Emunah) Vaad 4

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308:shaar 3 perek HaHachana L'Kabalas HaTorah

May 23, 2023

57:49

Hachana for shavuos

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309-Alei Shur Sheni Gate 3 Perek 9 Shavuos

May 24, 2023

59:49

Alei Shur - Shavuot - The Indispensability of Each Jew

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273-Perek 16 Emunah (Tangible): Vaad 5

May 25, 2023

28:50

(With Shavuos tie in)

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274-Perek 16 Emunah (Living with Emunah) Vaad 6

Jun 8, 2023

31:59

274-Perek 16 Emunah (Living with Emunah) Vaad 6

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275-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7A

Jun 15, 2023

33:08

Significance of Emunah in Olam HaBoh in every day avodah: understanding the eternal quality of our thoughts, speech and deeds and why it is important.

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276-Perek 16 Emunah (Olam HaBoh): Vaad 7b

Jun 22, 2023

31:33

Excellent follow up of discussion from last week re: being a "ben olam haboh" and viewing this our role, thoughts, speech, actions, in this world in the context of a much 'larger' existence

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277-Perek 16 Emunah (Yemos HaMashiach Vaad 8

Jul 6, 2023

28:16

277-Perek 16 Emunah (Yemos HaMashiach Vaad 8

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279-Perek 16 Emunah (Summary): Vaad 10

Aug 3, 2023

32:31

...Bringing it all together

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280-Perek 17 Gaavah Intro and Vaad 1

Aug 17, 2023

41:21

Defining Gaaveh; balancing investment in growth and chashivus for accomplishment with arrogance...

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281-Perek 17 Gaavah 2-3

Oct 6, 2023

27:07

281-Perek 17 Gaavah Intro and Vaad 1

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022.1 Chosam b'soch Chosam 1 of

Oct 15, 2023

59:57

Synopsis coming soon

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022.2 Chosam b'soch Chosam 2 of

Oct 22, 2023

56:36

synopsis coming soon Paragraph mid 2 - 4

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282-Perek 17 Gaavah 4

Oct 25, 2023

19:05

282-Perek 17 Gaavah 4

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022.3 Chosam b'soch Chosam 3 of

Oct 29, 2023

50:45

Para 5

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022.4 Chosam b'soch Chosam 4 of

Nov 5, 2023

59:59

para 6-7

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028.1 Bani Lan Beisa

Jul 9, 2025

50:44

In this powerful opening to Torah 28, we confront a piercing question: Not just what Torah are you learning—but from where? The shiur launches into a sweeping meditation on authentic Torah transmission and the distinction between lavush (outer garment) and essence—we learn that Torah only uplifts when drawn from its true source. The core warning? A Torah rooted externality without depth and attachment to the source can mislead both teacher and student. When Torah becomes a tool to flatter, entertain, or avoid discomfort, it loses its power to transform. And when we confuse charisma for kedusha, we risk following a voice disconnected from the makor ha’emes. Ultimately, the shiur invites us to ask: Are we aligned with the pipeline of truth, or just receiving echoes filtered through ego?

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029.2 Hai Gavra 2 of

Nov 11, 2025

50:27

This shiur explores the inner mechanics of teshuvah in Torah 29:2 (para 4-5) not as fragmented efforts of repentance, but as systemic repair through the structure of the sefiros, the power of speech, and Shmiras HaBris. Rav Nachman explains that aveiros disrupt the spiritual relationship between mashpia and mekabel - between Yesod and Malchus. Trying to fix each failure individually is not only overwhelming, it’s ultimately ineffective. Instead, we’re taught the concept of Tikkun Klali: a root-level realignment that restores order above and below. We examine how this root repair, through praising tzadikim, guarding the bris, and drawing down lavnunit (purity) from Chochmah, transforms disconnection (dam niddah) into nurturing flow. The result is more than personal healing—it reopens the channel for shefa and parnassah to enter the world. At its core, the shiur reveals a spiritual architecture for teshuvah that connects the mystical system to lived avodah.

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Darkness by Design: Understanding the Cycles of Growth and Gilui

Oct 29, 2025

22:08

What if your darkness wasn’t a detour — but the design? In this shiur on Tzidkas HaTzaddik 11, we uncover Rav Tzadok’s foundational principle: choshech (darkness) doesn’t just come before or (light) — it makes the light possible. From the opening lines of creation to the inner cycles of your own avodah, the Torah reveals a pattern: absence before presence, void before revelation, klipah before pri. Rav Tzadok reframes how we encounter difficulty, delay, or silence — not as breakdowns, but as the exact conditions that allow something higher to emerge. We explore:Why the Torah begins with nightHow your own setbacks might be the first step of giluyAnd why Torah and Kodshim are the rare places where light comes first A shiur about beginnings, but even more — about how to begin again.

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029.1 Hai Gavra 1 of

Oct 26, 2025

58:17

Rebbe Nachman, in Likutei Moharan 29:1, redefines dibur not as the act of speaking, but as a form of connection—a spiritual structure that only exists when it carries tov. And tov can only flow through daas. Dibur that lacks daas is not called dibur at all. This shiur lays out a spiritual causal chain: when the kli (malchus) is misaligned or stained, the flow breaks. The result is not just personal blockage—it’s a cosmic pegam in the system of mashpia and mekabel. And yet, there is a path of repair: through shevach haTzaddik, dibur is elevated, daas is awakened, and the zivug above is restored. What was once dam niddah—a force of separation—can be reversed and redefined. Malchus reattaches to its source, and the system heals from the top down.

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028.3 Bani Lan Beisa 3 of 3

Aug 14, 2025

51:57

Title: Aleph Through Yud — Elevating Torah From the Source Based on Likutei Moharan Torah 28, with R’ Nosson’s Appendix Overview: This shiur explores how Torah can either connect us to HaShem’s ratzon (will) or, chas v’shalom, be disconnected when taught superficially in the context the opposition against true talmidei chachamim that we have been discussing. Rebbe Nachman maps this through the first ten letters of the Aleph Beis, showing the path from fallen Alephs back to their source — and how serving true talmidei chachamim anchors us in emes. ----- Some leaders relate to Torah horizontally superficially, as detached from its source. This is “Aleph Ne’fulin” — fallen Alephs — Torah taken at face value, not as a our access to deeper truth. We must attach to tzaddikim who are yirei Shamayim, including serving talmidei chachamim (an act compared to bringing the Korban Tamid.); and be anchored in chessed and emunah, to be protected from, and subdie these harmful influences. Takeaway: Torah must be approached as an expression of HaShem’s infinite will, not a self-contained “superficial” knowledge. By aligning with true tzaddikim and extracting the hidden good, we restore fallen Alephs to their source — and strengthen our connection to the One who gave it

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Torah as Connection: Connecting through Learning as a Fulfillment of Divine Command

Jul 22, 2025

16:51

This powerful shiur clarifies the essence of Torah study—not as intellectual pursuit, but as divine connection. We explore how true limud haTorah must be in the context of tzivui (command) of Hashem. Torah isn’t just a body of knowledge, but the means through which Hashem’s ratzon (will) expresses itself the world. We examine the dual role of Torah sheb’ksav as divine command and Torah sheba’al peh as the fleshing out of that will in the world of action and relationship. If one studies Torah without remaining conscious of its origin in Hashem’s instruction, Rav Tzadok warns that one risks turning it into mere academic exercise—leaving Hashem behind on the page. This shiur challenges us to ensure that our learning is always animated by the awareness that we are responding to Hashem’s voice—learning in order to live it. With insights from Likutei Torah we reframe Torah study as avodah and covenant.

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009 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: The Avodah of Showing Up

Jul 20, 2025

8:28

We explore Rav Tzadok’s striking assertion that failure to engage in mitzvos at the right time—when one is capable—is not neutral but an actual aveira. We delve into the deep connection between identity, purpose, and obligation, reframing chiyuv not as religious pressure but as existential design. Rav Tzadok draws on the statement of Chazal relating to one who does notwear tefillin—not merely as passive neglect, but as a redefinition of one’s values. At the heart of this shiur is a powerful insight: not showing up when called is not merely a missed opportunity—it’s a distortion of who you are meant to be.

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007 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: The Right Preparation for the Right Avodah: Timing, Clarity, and Personal Readiness

Jul 17, 2025

19:51

What does it mean to prepare ourselves to accept Hashem’s kingship—and why is that preparation different by day and by night? In this penetrating shiur we explore Rav Tzadok’s teaching that kabbalas ol malchus Shamayim must be preceded by appriate hachanah. We learn that nighttime is not just a technical zman—it represents a stage of confusion and emotional obscurity, demanding a longer 'runway'for authentic avodah and how this applies to the avodah of emuna. By contrast, the clarity of day shortens the process but may conceal the inner work of hisbatlus. We also uncover why tefillas arvis was originally a reshus, how emunah balaylah differs fundamentally from emunah bayom, and how the halacha reflects on the timing of Shema and Shemoneh Esrei. We reflect on the powerful message: not all avodah is created equal. Further sometimes, moving forward means accepting that we can’t always go back.... and that is an aspect of avodah too!

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295-Perek 20 Simcha 4: (The Joy of Torah and the Weight of Atzvus: Learning as Relationship)

Jul 17, 2025

31:22

What’s the real source of simcha in Torah—and why does it sometimes feel so hard to access? This vaad explores how Torah connects us directly to Hashem, reframes the experience of learning, and helps us move past the weight of spiritual sadness (atzvus) toward deeper joy and vitality. 1. Torah as Sha’ashuim→ Torah is Hashem’s delight—our way to connect to the Infinite. 2. Real Simcha in Learning→ Joy comes not from good sugyas alone, but from knowing what Torah is. 3. Depth Over Time→ Torah must grow with you—or it withers. Simcha depends on ongoing depth. 4. Atzvus vs. Merirus→ Not all sadness is holy. Learn the difference—and how to stay motivated. 5. The Avodah Is the Goal→ Torah isn’t a means to an end. Learning is the relationship. 6. Practical Anchoring→ Show up. Say birchas haTorah with purpose. Reframe the hard days. Stay in the process. [email protected]

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028.2 Bani Lan Beisa 2 of 3

Jul 13, 2025

55:57

In this shiur, we continue to explore the Torah transmission through a Tzaddik and opposition with Torah teachers lacking authenticity. We uncover how humility, emunah, chessed, and being in the service tzaddkim allow Torah to descend from the highest worlds into human experience. We explain the Tzaddik as a conduit that connects those in his charge with the ultimate truth. We contrast this with the those leaders lacking integrity and authenticity whose Torah is self-referential and disconnected from Truth. At the center of the shiur is a piercing message: 'Torah' that is disconnected from its source is not truly Torah at all!

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006 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: The Ladder to Kabbalas Ol — From Purity to Presence

May 15, 2025

18:43

In this powerful shiur on Tzidkas HaTzaddik Piece 6, we unpack the Gemara’s five-part sequence toward Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim with completeness: cleansing the self, washing the hands- it’s a ladder of transformation. We begin by removing external distractions and internal desires, but the journey continues as we immerse in Torah as reality — not as information, but as the very blueprint of existence. Tefillin becomes a declaration of total loyalty. Krias Shema reframes our identity. And tefillah emerges not just as request, but as a direct encounter with the Divine. By the end, we don’t just serve a king — we stand before One. This shiur builds the inner world that makes “Baruch Atah” real.

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003 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Two Modes of Kabbalas Ol – Avodah of Day, Vulnerability of Night

Apr 22, 2025

25:00

In this powerful third installment on Tzidkas HaTzaddik, we explore how Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim — the foundational act of accepting Hashem’s kingship — is not a one-time commitment, but a dynamic avodah that must be renewed across two distinct phases of life: day and night. Building on the themes of radical commitment (chipazon) and perspective-shaping daas from the previous shiurim, this piece delves into the dual structure of the human experience. Day represents productivity, accountability, and structure. Night exposes the self — our subconscious, our unstructured moments, our inner vulnerability. ---Let me know how you like these summaries and how accurately they represent the material... 🪜 Core ideas include:Why Krias Shema requires twice-daily kabbalas olDay as a time of action and mission — where beginnings define the arc of avodahNight as a window into where we’re really holding when we’re not “on the clock” and subject to the accountability of being actively mission drivenHow nighttime reveals thought patterns, subconscious pulls, and spiritual default statesThe dual model of Day and Night as relates to avoda 💡 Takeaway: True avodah requires mastery not only of structured doing, but of unstructured being. We’re not just accountable for our actions — we’re shaped by how we fill the empty spaces, how we return to ourselves, and how we meet Hashem in the quiet. 🔍 Keywords: Rav Tzadok, Kabbalas Ol, day vs night avodah, daas, krias shema, Jewish mindfulness, spiritual structure

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026 Retzitzah

Apr 23, 2025

34:45

Where the Sparks Enter — The Tzadik’s Mesirus Nefesh in Tefillah Main Ideas from Likutei Moharan 26 This Torah begins with a cryptic Gemara: when a chick dies within its shell, through which point does its soul exit? Rav Nachman reframes this as a metaphor for the tzadik’s avodah in tefillah. The tzadik must direct his greatest mesirus nefesh precisely to the areas where foreign thoughts (machshavos zaros) enter during prayer. These “foreign” elements are not distractions to escape, but rather sparks of holiness (nitzotzos) awaiting elevation. The avodah, then, is not about bridging distance from Hashem — chas v’shalom — but about recalibrating perspective and reconnecting each experience to its true source. The tzadik, operating from an elevated vantage point aligned with Hashem’s ratzon, is uniquely able to reveal Elokus in the very places where it appears most concealed. This is a function of his alignment with the ultimate context: HaMakom. Additional Expansions and Key ThemesTefillah is not primarily about personal requests; its essence is aligning oneself — and the world — with Hashem’s ratzon. Individual bakashos only carry meaning within that larger context.Even misdirected emotions (e.g., love, desire) are not disconnected from Hashem. They are divine energies misapplied. Teshuvah is a reorientation, not a reconnection.Perspective defines reality: everything in creation is rooted in Elokus. What changes is how we see it.The tzadik can descend into concealment without spiritual harm, enabling him to elevate the deepest sparks. His inner purity and orientation keep him above contamination.The shell = tefillah = pre-creation/revelation koach: Just as the chick emerges from the shell, creation unfolds from tefillah. The tzadik, deeply aligned with Hashem’s will, activates and channels this pre-creation power on behalf of the world.

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004 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Kabbalas Ole before Personal Clarity; Emes and Emunah

Apr 27, 2025

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This shiur explores why the structure of avodah begins not from clarity but from darkness. Rav Tzadok explains that the first mitzvah upon reaching obligation (bar mitzvah) is Krias Shema at night — accepting Hashem’s sovereignty (Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim) before understanding, before clarity, before action. This reflects a foundational truth: true avodah begins when we commit even without full comprehension. First comes surrender in a world of hester (concealment), and only then comes clarity, understanding, and action. Through deep exploration of emunah and emes, creation’s design, and personal development, we learn why embracing the "night" — our confusion and limitation — is not a flaw in creation, but the perfect environment for growth toward Hashem.✨ Key Themes and ExpansionsKrias Shema at Night: Avodah begins with acceptance during darkness, not understanding during light.Emunah Built on Emes: Faith bridges the gap where understanding ends — it is rational and essential.Growth as Perfection: Hashem created not static perfection, but a world designed for dynamic ascent.Avoiding the Backward Trap: Regretting the starting point (darkness, struggle) misunderstands the purpose — we are meant to rise from it.Avodah Mirrors Creation: Just as vayehi erev vayehi voker (evening then morning) defines creation, so too our own framework for spiritual ascent follows the same pattern.

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005 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Kabbalas Ol as Reality — Living in Hashem’s World

May 7, 2025

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Main Ideas from Tzidkas HaTzaddik 5 Rav Tzadok teaches that Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim is not simply a ritual or commitment — it is a recognition of ontological truth. Torah is not a set of optional ideals; it is the structure of reality, and our job is to align our consciousness with it as the default. This shiur explores why Shema by day is part of a structured, process-driven world — where orientation once enables ongoing action — while Shema by night reflects a world of fragmentation and ambiguity, where orientation must be repeated moment by moment. From here, Rav Tzadok reveals a deep insight: true avodah is born not in clarity, but in darkness — and our greatness lies in choosing Torah as the lens even when reality feels disjointed.

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027.2 Retzitza (Shalom)

May 29, 2025

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To draw the entire world to serve Hashem in unison, we must achieve true shalom. In this shiur, we explore how that harmony is only possible through Ha’aras Panim and Hadaras Panim—an inner radiance drawn from Torah, refined voice, and the spiritual power of Tikkun HaBris. When one purifies their kol (voice), even tefillah without words can pierce through concealment. From the depths of emotional expression to the harmony of collective shira, we uncover the chain from Yosef HaTzaddik’s nisayon to the cosmic split of the sea—and how inner purity unleashes song, unity, and redemption. (notes unedited)Practical Applications Refine Your Voice through Torah Consider how deeply your words reflect inner clarity. Invest in learning that purifies koach ha’dibur—even reviewing the 13 Middos in davening with intent can elevate your kol. Turn to Hashem Even Without Words When you're overwhelmed or confused, don’t wait for the perfect tefillah. Even a raw kol—a cry, a sigh, or an honest moment of emotional presence—can reach Hashem powerfully. Protect Your Kedushah to Protect Your Clarity The shiur draws a powerful link between bris, hadras panim, and tefillah. Guarding personal kedushah isn’t just moral—it protects your spiritual antenna to receive truth. Lean Into Oneness During Conflict True shalom is not avoiding opposition—it’s integration toward a higher goal. Next time you face tension, ask: What greater ratson Hashem could unify these parts? Use Shabbos as a Spiritual Calibration The link between shira, tikun habris, and Shabbos suggests that preparing for and experiencing Shabbos consciously can be a weekly reset toward inner harmony. (notes unedited)

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007 Tzidkas HaTzaddik: Which Kriyas Shema Are You Living? – Modes of Inner Avodah

Jun 24, 2025

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In this deeply structured shiur on Tzidkas HaTzaddik, Os Zayin, we explore the four categories of zman Kriyas Shema—oni, bnei adam,, erev Shabbos (preparers), and kohanim—as stages of Kabbalas Ol Malchus Shamayim. Rav Tzadok reveals how each archetype models a different mode of identity formation and submission to Hashem’s will.Some quotes: “The most rational thing to do, when I know I don’t have the capability to understand, is to trust the one who does.” “Different types of avodah are appropriate for different people—or even for the same person at different times.” "We can convince ourselves we’re ready—but if we’re not holding there, it’s not the avodah that will help us grow.” “Kabbalas Ohl is what defines our attachment to life.”

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027.3 Retzitza (Shalom)

Jun 12, 2025

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🎙️ Torah 27, Part 3 — Serving in One Voice, Crying with One HeartFinal World-Class Version for SpotifyIn this shiur, we continue uncovering Rav Nachman’s sweeping vision of redemption in Torah 27 — not merely as personal growth, but as global alignment through individual avodah.We explore what it means for each soul to cast aside falsehood and draw near to truth — not by becoming the same, but by fulfilling distinct roles within a divinely orchestrated system. Through vivid analogies from factory systems, marriage, and community, the shiur redefines shalom as purposeful interdependence grounded in emes. True peace, we learn, is not passive — it is coordinated harmony.One of the shiur’s most powerful emotional pivots centers on the difference between atzvus (paralyzing sadness) and merirus (constructive bitterness). While atzvus silences, merirus cries out — and in that cry, we find connection with Hashem.The shiur concludes with a stirring reflection on music as a vehicle for coming close to Hashem. For those interested in line with the idea of "music as a way to connect": Shoot me an email, been tangentially working a bit with a side music related project.

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029.3 Hai Gavra 3 of 4

Nov 27, 2025

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Continuing our discussion of Tikkun HaKelali as an avenue for teshuva and rectificatin, and restoration of our connection with Hashem.

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